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12 years... Since then...
The wind blew furiously and a young boy stood there. In the middle of a garden. Sakura trees were neatly arranged around him. He was wearing a white-T with a black jacket, jeans and black converse. The wind blew passed him, making his dark locks fall onto his eyes.
He stared down at the tombstone. Looking at it closely. His gaze pure fixed on it.
Every year, on the 18th September.( I dont kw when is the real one.) He would come here, to visit them. At was their Anniversary after all.
The boy placed his fingers on the tombstone and traced it. He would do anything to see them again. To be together again. As a family.
Today, he will let tears will fall on his prefect features. People always he got his features from his mother and coldness from his father. But, his brother got both his features and attitude from his father.
He looked at the Sakura blossom he placed on each of the tombstone. He was about to pay some respect to them when something happend.
The boy turned around as he heard a twig snapped.
He saw a girl with shoulder length pink hair, smiling sheepishly at him. The girl was wearing a pink T-shirt with black words writing " Bite Me", white shorts and converse shoes.
" Oh, hey Sasuke." She said, as she walked towards him. Ignoring the fact that her feet hurts, because she hit a stone then stumbled back and snapped a twig.
" Sakura." Sasuke said as continued to look at the tombstone.
Sakura placed a small red tulip at the tombstone Sasuke was staring at. It was Sasuke's mother, Mikoto Uchiha. She was a very kind lady. She treats you like your her very own child very though you're not.
" You know Sasuke..." Sakura started.
She looked down, and a humble wind brushed pass them. Her hair blew into Sasuke's face and Seth took his hand and grab her hair out of his face. Even though the wind was soft, her hair still moved along. What kind of shampoo does she use? Sasuke thought.( I know this is lame.)
He looked at her, eyes questioning hers as she lifted her head up.
Onxy black eyes meets Emeral green eyes.
" You know what, it's nothing."
He just look at her and shakes his head. He took a few steps back and said, " I'll be going."
" S-Sasuke D-Dont.... I know I shouldn't have came here but... I wanted to see you and... I... I just wanted to tell you I'll be here if you ever need me..." Sakura said.
He turned and look at her.
" I don't need your pity." he said and continued walking.
This time he blew it. She tried to be nice to him. But he will never listen. She was always there, by the sidelines watching him.
" Sasuke! You don't understand do you? People care for you! I care for YOU!" She screamed at him.
This time he glared at her. Eyes so frightening that it sent a cold chill running up Sakura's back.
" I don't need them or you to care for me. I'm fine by myself. I've been FINE my whole life without them so what's the differents with you caring or not caring?!"
His words...It hurt her so hard... It was like a final blow right at the heart.
Tears swelled up at her eyes, waiting to come down. But, no. She had a reputation to keep and she needed to get as far away from him as possible. Away from him and everyone she knows.
" F-fine! Whatever! Go ahead and do WHATEVER you want! I-I don't care!!!" Sakura screamed. Tears streaming down her face. And Sasuke... He just stood there, looking at her, like some dog who got kicked out of the house. Pitiful. His face held no expression, eyes so cold that was piercing thru her very soul.
Sasuke looked like he wanted to say something but stopped and just continues walking. Sakura's sad face just looked at Sasuke's shadow until it disappears. This was it. She's going home. Lock herself in her room and cry.
~*~
She ran to her house pushing everyone and everything in her way. She stared at the ground the whole time, only a trail of tears followed her. Once she reached there, she slammed the door and ran to her room.
Time passed slowly for her. She didn't eat. She didn't sleep. She didn't go out for days. Only she stayed in her house.
~*~
She looked at the clock beside her bed, 10.47 p.m. She let out a sigh. She was sorry. Sorry for ever shouting at him like that. But it's too late now. He won't ever talk to her again. She shakes her head. I should go take something to drink. I'm going to be here anyway.
Sakura went down to the kitchen in her PJs, taking a glass of milk. When she was just about to go back up she remembered someone knocked on the door earlier this morning. She placed the glass of milk on the nearest table she could find and went to the door.
She opened the door and found a single red rose on the floor next to a neatly folded black piece of paper. She picked it up and opened it.
Sakura...
I'm sorry...I'm sorry for talking to you like that. I need tell you something but you know that I'm ever good with words so I'll just make this short. I... I know that you love me. But... I'm sorry I don't feel the same way for you.
Sakura stared at the piece of paper, at the same line. I don't feel the same way for you. Tears in her eyes. Sasuke doesn't love her. But she already knew but why the hurting inside? She smiled tough... A sad smile...
Even if I did, I don't deserve you. You're beautiful, fun, nice... Everything that I'm not. I'm very grateful to you for caring for me. You were there when I was down and I'd pushed you away every time. But I think it's because I'm scared. Heh, me scared. Funny isn't it? Anyway, I'm scared that I might love you back and then lose you. It hurts a lot, when something precious to you is gone.
I must be wasting your time by reading this note. Well, I'm sorry. But before I end this, I have one last thing to tell you. I'm leaving to London tonight. I don't know when or how am I going to come back here. So, don't get your hopes up, Sakura. This might be the last time you'll ever hear from me if it comes to this. I told everyone about this already; you're the last.
So, can you do at least do one favor for me? I know I'm asking a lot from you compare to what I did to you but... Please, I beg of you... Don't kill yourself or do anything reckless like you almost did last time. And last but not least, don't cry ,for me. Please. Don't be sad.
Thank You... For everything...
Yours sincerely,
Sasuke.
She stared at the paper. He's leaving. The pain in her heart grew stronger and stronger. From pain it went to numb. Why? Why did it have to be now? She wanted to scream, scream her lungs out.
Tears quickly swelled up in her eyes. Tiny droplets falling from her face onto the small black piece of paper Sasuke gave. Tears kept falling as the rain started to pour down in front of her. Then it struck her.
Don't cry for me..
The soft voice in her head said, soft and velvet, just like Sasuke's. She tried to hold back her tears but it didn't turn out exactly what her hoped for but it was better than just now. Only a small tear drop escaped from her right eye.
Just like on que, a plane flew pass her house. And Sakura felt as though someone was looking at her. Staring at her. She smiled as she held the rose next to her chest and looked up.
For you, I won't cry.
For you, I'll live my life the fullist. 'Cuz your my heart and everything I do, I hope you can feel it too. And when I'm happy I hope you're happy too.
The wind blew furiously and a young boy stood there. In the middle of a garden. Sakura trees were neatly arranged around him. He was wearing a white-T with a black jacket, jeans and black converse. The wind blew passed him, making his dark locks fall onto his eyes.
He stared down at the tombstone. Looking at it closely. His gaze pure fixed on it.
Every year, on the 18th September.( I dont kw when is the real one.) He would come here, to visit them. At was their Anniversary after all.
The boy placed his fingers on the tombstone and traced it. He would do anything to see them again. To be together again. As a family.
Today, he will let tears will fall on his prefect features. People always he got his features from his mother and coldness from his father. But, his brother got both his features and attitude from his father.
He looked at the Sakura blossom he placed on each of the tombstone. He was about to pay some respect to them when something happend.
The boy turned around as he heard a twig snapped.
He saw a girl with shoulder length pink hair, smiling sheepishly at him. The girl was wearing a pink T-shirt with black words writing " Bite Me", white shorts and converse shoes.
" Oh, hey Sasuke." She said, as she walked towards him. Ignoring the fact that her feet hurts, because she hit a stone then stumbled back and snapped a twig.
" Sakura." Sasuke said as continued to look at the tombstone.
Sakura placed a small red tulip at the tombstone Sasuke was staring at. It was Sasuke's mother, Mikoto Uchiha. She was a very kind lady. She treats you like your her very own child very though you're not.
" You know Sasuke..." Sakura started.
She looked down, and a humble wind brushed pass them. Her hair blew into Sasuke's face and Seth took his hand and grab her hair out of his face. Even though the wind was soft, her hair still moved along. What kind of shampoo does she use? Sasuke thought.( I know this is lame.)
He looked at her, eyes questioning hers as she lifted her head up.
Onxy black eyes meets Emeral green eyes.
" You know what, it's nothing."
He just look at her and shakes his head. He took a few steps back and said, " I'll be going."
" S-Sasuke D-Dont.... I know I shouldn't have came here but... I wanted to see you and... I... I just wanted to tell you I'll be here if you ever need me..." Sakura said.
He turned and look at her.
" I don't need your pity." he said and continued walking.
This time he blew it. She tried to be nice to him. But he will never listen. She was always there, by the sidelines watching him.
" Sasuke! You don't understand do you? People care for you! I care for YOU!" She screamed at him.
This time he glared at her. Eyes so frightening that it sent a cold chill running up Sakura's back.
" I don't need them or you to care for me. I'm fine by myself. I've been FINE my whole life without them so what's the differents with you caring or not caring?!"
His words...It hurt her so hard... It was like a final blow right at the heart.
Tears swelled up at her eyes, waiting to come down. But, no. She had a reputation to keep and she needed to get as far away from him as possible. Away from him and everyone she knows.
" F-fine! Whatever! Go ahead and do WHATEVER you want! I-I don't care!!!" Sakura screamed. Tears streaming down her face. And Sasuke... He just stood there, looking at her, like some dog who got kicked out of the house. Pitiful. His face held no expression, eyes so cold that was piercing thru her very soul.
Sasuke looked like he wanted to say something but stopped and just continues walking. Sakura's sad face just looked at Sasuke's shadow until it disappears. This was it. She's going home. Lock herself in her room and cry.
~*~
She ran to her house pushing everyone and everything in her way. She stared at the ground the whole time, only a trail of tears followed her. Once she reached there, she slammed the door and ran to her room.
Time passed slowly for her. She didn't eat. She didn't sleep. She didn't go out for days. Only she stayed in her house.
~*~
She looked at the clock beside her bed, 10.47 p.m. She let out a sigh. She was sorry. Sorry for ever shouting at him like that. But it's too late now. He won't ever talk to her again. She shakes her head. I should go take something to drink. I'm going to be here anyway.
Sakura went down to the kitchen in her PJs, taking a glass of milk. When she was just about to go back up she remembered someone knocked on the door earlier this morning. She placed the glass of milk on the nearest table she could find and went to the door.
She opened the door and found a single red rose on the floor next to a neatly folded black piece of paper. She picked it up and opened it.
Sakura...
I'm sorry...I'm sorry for talking to you like that. I need tell you something but you know that I'm ever good with words so I'll just make this short. I... I know that you love me. But... I'm sorry I don't feel the same way for you.
Sakura stared at the piece of paper, at the same line. I don't feel the same way for you. Tears in her eyes. Sasuke doesn't love her. But she already knew but why the hurting inside? She smiled tough... A sad smile...
Even if I did, I don't deserve you. You're beautiful, fun, nice... Everything that I'm not. I'm very grateful to you for caring for me. You were there when I was down and I'd pushed you away every time. But I think it's because I'm scared. Heh, me scared. Funny isn't it? Anyway, I'm scared that I might love you back and then lose you. It hurts a lot, when something precious to you is gone.
I must be wasting your time by reading this note. Well, I'm sorry. But before I end this, I have one last thing to tell you. I'm leaving to London tonight. I don't know when or how am I going to come back here. So, don't get your hopes up, Sakura. This might be the last time you'll ever hear from me if it comes to this. I told everyone about this already; you're the last.
So, can you do at least do one favor for me? I know I'm asking a lot from you compare to what I did to you but... Please, I beg of you... Don't kill yourself or do anything reckless like you almost did last time. And last but not least, don't cry ,for me. Please. Don't be sad.
Thank You... For everything...
Yours sincerely,
Sasuke.
She stared at the paper. He's leaving. The pain in her heart grew stronger and stronger. From pain it went to numb. Why? Why did it have to be now? She wanted to scream, scream her lungs out.
Tears quickly swelled up in her eyes. Tiny droplets falling from her face onto the small black piece of paper Sasuke gave. Tears kept falling as the rain started to pour down in front of her. Then it struck her.
Don't cry for me..
The soft voice in her head said, soft and velvet, just like Sasuke's. She tried to hold back her tears but it didn't turn out exactly what her hoped for but it was better than just now. Only a small tear drop escaped from her right eye.
Just like on que, a plane flew pass her house. And Sakura felt as though someone was looking at her. Staring at her. She smiled as she held the rose next to her chest and looked up.
For you, I won't cry.
For you, I'll live my life the fullist. 'Cuz your my heart and everything I do, I hope you can feel it too. And when I'm happy I hope you're happy too.
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Hope
4 min read
This is my SasuSaku fanfic... It's not my first but it's the best so far... You can check it out in www.fanfiction.net/u/2151468/S…
Chapter 1
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Stupid Neji
Stupid Neji
Stupid Neji
…
" I hate him so, so, so much! Ino!! Are you listening to me?" A pink haired girl asked. Her tiny head was boiling with madness. Why? Easy. Her 'ex-boyfriend' Neji Hyuuga dumped her for some other girl named Tenten. She's been like this for, around 2 days or so. Mumbling about how could Neji do this to her. She's going insane if she keeps going on like this.
Ino startled, her eyes fluttered open. Her long Blonde hair was in a messy bed head hairstyle. She was sleeping on the coffe table in their house in a very comfortable position. Crystal blue eyes just looked into her friend's furious emerald eye. " Sakura? Sakura!! Oh, hehe ...hey…"
"Hey?! Is that all you can say? And did you even hear what I just said ??!" Sakura shouted at Ino. Poor Ino. She's stuck with a furious Sakura, and when Sakura's mad, who know what would happen.
Ino stiffen when she realizes Sakura was shouting at her. She didn't hear anything before she woke up. She's been there for two whole days in the same spot. Sakura was crying then mad, crying, mad ,crying , mad and it goes on and on and on. And now it lands on.
MAD.
Poor Ino. No idea what's going on on that little head of Sakura's. Must be how to get back on Neji . No I don't think so.. Sakura is not like that right.
Sakura is a innocent little girl. Small and fragile like her name; but a very explosive temper and attitude.
" Ah… I'm guessing something to do with… Neji? And you were saying something about him like, Neji is stupid , He's the worst boyfriend a girl could have; or the best boyfriend eve-" Ino stated and receive a hard playful punch on her shoulder nearer to Sakura. Which is her right shoulder.
"Ino! What on earth are you saying?? He being the best boyfriend EVER?! Yeah right" 'She is 100% right about him being the best boyfriend in the world tough… Ugh, what am I saying… I really miss him so much even tough it's only two days... 'A tear slided down on her high check bone. More tears filled her eye as more tears fell down.
Ino looked at her best friend, her eyes filled with worry. Sakura was trembling head to toe, her heart was breaking to pieces as memories of her and Neji filled her mind.
" Sakura… I'm… I'm sorry. I'm sorry for sleeping while you were talking and about Neji being…" her voice trailed off. Sakura looked at her, her face were all red and puffy. Green eyes filled with tears looked straight in her crystal clear eyes; she smiled and said" Ino… you shouldn't be sorry. I should be, I forced you to stay here two whole days. Shouted at you when you sleep on the table...I'm so sorry…Ino...I've been like this because of Neji. I shouldn't be so weak..I should show him I'm better off without him."
Ino just smiled back at Sakura and went to the door. Ino gestured Sakura to come; Sakura sat up and went to the door.
She looked up at Ino, who had a huge smile on her face. So, something was up in that little head of hers and Sakura knew something was up.
"Ino. Say it instead of keeping it in you're pretty little head of yours!" The pink hair girl whine, it had to be something really fun if she has a MEGA HUGE SIMLE.
The huge mega smile girl looked at her and said ," Sakura, we're going. SHOPPING. Its a girls day out instead of a girl night out. I'm going to try my best to get your mind off about Neji. And besides he's not worth your tears. He's the WORST boyfriend you could ever have. After 2years of dating, he dumps you? Yeah right! Only someone who has chicken brains only dumps MY BEST FRIEND!!! " Sakura smiled and nodded.
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Chapter 1
…
Stupid Neji
Stupid Neji
Stupid Neji
…
" I hate him so, so, so much! Ino!! Are you listening to me?" A pink haired girl asked. Her tiny head was boiling with madness. Why? Easy. Her 'ex-boyfriend' Neji Hyuuga dumped her for some other girl named Tenten. She's been like this for, around 2 days or so. Mumbling about how could Neji do this to her. She's going insane if she keeps going on like this.
Ino startled, her eyes fluttered open. Her long Blonde hair was in a messy bed head hairstyle. She was sleeping on the coffe table in their house in a very comfortable position. Crystal blue eyes just looked into her friend's furious emerald eye. " Sakura? Sakura!! Oh, hehe ...hey…"
"Hey?! Is that all you can say? And did you even hear what I just said ??!" Sakura shouted at Ino. Poor Ino. She's stuck with a furious Sakura, and when Sakura's mad, who know what would happen.
Ino stiffen when she realizes Sakura was shouting at her. She didn't hear anything before she woke up. She's been there for two whole days in the same spot. Sakura was crying then mad, crying, mad ,crying , mad and it goes on and on and on. And now it lands on.
MAD.
Poor Ino. No idea what's going on on that little head of Sakura's. Must be how to get back on Neji . No I don't think so.. Sakura is not like that right.
Sakura is a innocent little girl. Small and fragile like her name; but a very explosive temper and attitude.
" Ah… I'm guessing something to do with… Neji? And you were saying something about him like, Neji is stupid , He's the worst boyfriend a girl could have; or the best boyfriend eve-" Ino stated and receive a hard playful punch on her shoulder nearer to Sakura. Which is her right shoulder.
"Ino! What on earth are you saying?? He being the best boyfriend EVER?! Yeah right" 'She is 100% right about him being the best boyfriend in the world tough… Ugh, what am I saying… I really miss him so much even tough it's only two days... 'A tear slided down on her high check bone. More tears filled her eye as more tears fell down.
Ino looked at her best friend, her eyes filled with worry. Sakura was trembling head to toe, her heart was breaking to pieces as memories of her and Neji filled her mind.
" Sakura… I'm… I'm sorry. I'm sorry for sleeping while you were talking and about Neji being…" her voice trailed off. Sakura looked at her, her face were all red and puffy. Green eyes filled with tears looked straight in her crystal clear eyes; she smiled and said" Ino… you shouldn't be sorry. I should be, I forced you to stay here two whole days. Shouted at you when you sleep on the table...I'm so sorry…Ino...I've been like this because of Neji. I shouldn't be so weak..I should show him I'm better off without him."
Ino just smiled back at Sakura and went to the door. Ino gestured Sakura to come; Sakura sat up and went to the door.
She looked up at Ino, who had a huge smile on her face. So, something was up in that little head of hers and Sakura knew something was up.
"Ino. Say it instead of keeping it in you're pretty little head of yours!" The pink hair girl whine, it had to be something really fun if she has a MEGA HUGE SIMLE.
The huge mega smile girl looked at her and said ," Sakura, we're going. SHOPPING. Its a girls day out instead of a girl night out. I'm going to try my best to get your mind off about Neji. And besides he's not worth your tears. He's the WORST boyfriend you could ever have. After 2years of dating, he dumps you? Yeah right! Only someone who has chicken brains only dumps MY BEST FRIEND!!! " Sakura smiled and nodded.
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Mizore's date.
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"Tell me now why don't you want to go out with me?!" Mizore shouted, She came nearer and nearer to tsunke . Tsunke was strunggling to get free. But it was no use since Tsunke's feet was tarp inn Mizore's ice on the ground. Mizore's hand became ice-shards, it was so sharp, just a little touch on Tsunk'e pretty boy face could make a deep wound. Mizore bend down to look at Tsunke's frighten face.
She took her icy hand and lifted Tsunke's face lightly. She didnt want to hurt him. He was just a normal human, and she was a monster. She wanted to be diffrent, she tried but it was no use. She will remain the same like people call her.. Ice-Girl-Freak ! Tsunke hesitanted a while but gave up knowing it was no use fighting against her hand. His face had a light scrath on it. Blood tricking down..
" Tsunke.. Is it because of your vampire friend. Moka? Is it beacuse of your Moka-chan won't let you go out with me? Hm...?? Tsunke..Kun.." Mizore whispered in his ear. She could feel him trembling under her touch. Tsunke started to say something, Mizore couldn’t hear what he wanted to say , so she went nearer to him. She whispered something really softly in his ear which made him stay still. His heart beat stopped for a momment.
He opened his mouth and said "Yes Mizore-chan." He's let out a huge sigh at the moment Mizore unfreeze his leg and tugged his shirt. Tsunke rubbed his feet. It was freezing, cool, ice, pain, NUMB! Mizore was happy! Smiling ! She actually threw her lollipop away just to talk and ask him to go out on a date with her!
Tsunke slowly stood up, it was difficult stand while somebody was tugging his shirt.
" Where do you want to go? Tsunke-kun?? " Mizore asked, looking into his eyes, making him blush.. He was blushing, Mizore saw that and had a slight tint a red grew on her cheeks. Tsunke looked around the area to find anything interesting. Nothing came to mind, well, since they were in the middle of the woods just outside Yokai Academy. The bus is arriving any minute now.
“ We could go into the human world? It’s early and the teachers won’t know we’re gone.” Tsunke suggested even tough he knew he could risk his and her life. Mizore looked at him, eye’s widen in shock. How could he even say such a thing? But who cares? As long as she’s with him, she’ll go to Hell just to hold his hand.
“ Sure thing. We’ll go there now. The bus is coming in a few minutes time, and if we’re lucky, we won’t get caught sneaking out of school.”
And with that they happily walked to the bus stop heading to the human world. Risking their Life just to be together. Hand in hand, they’ll go thru anything that’s in their way.
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She took her icy hand and lifted Tsunke's face lightly. She didnt want to hurt him. He was just a normal human, and she was a monster. She wanted to be diffrent, she tried but it was no use. She will remain the same like people call her.. Ice-Girl-Freak ! Tsunke hesitanted a while but gave up knowing it was no use fighting against her hand. His face had a light scrath on it. Blood tricking down..
" Tsunke.. Is it because of your vampire friend. Moka? Is it beacuse of your Moka-chan won't let you go out with me? Hm...?? Tsunke..Kun.." Mizore whispered in his ear. She could feel him trembling under her touch. Tsunke started to say something, Mizore couldn’t hear what he wanted to say , so she went nearer to him. She whispered something really softly in his ear which made him stay still. His heart beat stopped for a momment.
He opened his mouth and said "Yes Mizore-chan." He's let out a huge sigh at the moment Mizore unfreeze his leg and tugged his shirt. Tsunke rubbed his feet. It was freezing, cool, ice, pain, NUMB! Mizore was happy! Smiling ! She actually threw her lollipop away just to talk and ask him to go out on a date with her!
Tsunke slowly stood up, it was difficult stand while somebody was tugging his shirt.
" Where do you want to go? Tsunke-kun?? " Mizore asked, looking into his eyes, making him blush.. He was blushing, Mizore saw that and had a slight tint a red grew on her cheeks. Tsunke looked around the area to find anything interesting. Nothing came to mind, well, since they were in the middle of the woods just outside Yokai Academy. The bus is arriving any minute now.
“ We could go into the human world? It’s early and the teachers won’t know we’re gone.” Tsunke suggested even tough he knew he could risk his and her life. Mizore looked at him, eye’s widen in shock. How could he even say such a thing? But who cares? As long as she’s with him, she’ll go to Hell just to hold his hand.
“ Sure thing. We’ll go there now. The bus is coming in a few minutes time, and if we’re lucky, we won’t get caught sneaking out of school.”
And with that they happily walked to the bus stop heading to the human world. Risking their Life just to be together. Hand in hand, they’ll go thru anything that’s in their way.
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